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星期三, 10月 29, 2008

心情已經慢慢的恢復了
雖然只是恢復了那ㄇ的一點點不過我還是很開心
至少不會每天難過流淚 也不會感覺到世界末日

昨天當Maggie打給我問我要不要去找她 我沒真真的回答她就卦了
下班後的我不太想回家所以就決定去看看她好了
起初她不太敢相信我會去找她呢
還問我是不是心情又不好了 所以才會去找她

看到她時我才知道原來我有那ㄇ的想她 也感覺她憔悴了很多
問她最近過的好不好 她卻說她吃的好 睡的飽呢
不過和她聊天的感覺很棒 很舒服
或許是因為太久見面了吧 但是感覺一點也不陌生呢
聽到她說她過的有多ㄇ的好我也為她感到高興

吃著她為我煮的面感覺好感動也好溫馨 好久沒吃到了呢
不是我要誇我自己的好姊妹而是她煮的面真的沒人能比
吃著面 看著她為其他的客戶煮面 又一直跟我打眼色 真的很開心
真的~ 真的~ 好久沒看到Maggie煮東西的樣子了喔
不知道為什ㄇ這刻的我好想好想哭喔
原本以為心情已經恢復到從前的我 突然又感到難過起來了

朋友們, 姊妹們是關心我的~
雖然她們沒說什ㄇ 也沒做些什ㄇ 不過我知道她們是關心我的
她們只是不懂的表達罷了
我也很感謝她們一路陪著我走過來 陪我度過所有的風風雨雨
有了她們和我家人才會有現在的我啊
我也希望未來的日子里我們還能永遠一起走完我們的人生~

星期二, 10月 28, 2008

我的心就像'愛太痛'這首歌里所說的一樣
愛太痛 心痛到快死了 痛道我無法呼吸
我真的真的很想放棄這段不可能的愛 但是我到低做得到嗎?
蓮我自己都開始懷疑自己的能力 懷疑著自己的心

從我選著愛你的那一刻起 我就注定必需失去一些什ㄇ
而我失去了我最珍貴的友情
有了你 我的世界就變的很黑暗 根本找不到出口
路是我自己選的 而我也只能接受這一切


其實我曾經想過要是有一天我真的失去了你 我的世界會變成怎樣

沒有了你 我會比從前開心嗎?
沒有了你 我能過的好嗎?
沒有了你 我會得到幸福嗎?
沒有了你 我的世界就能找到陽光嗎?
沒有了你 我會停止哭嗎?
沒有了你 我的心真的不會再為你痛了嗎?
沒有了你 我真的能找回我的友情嗎?

好多好多的問號~
好多好多的不知道

好多朋友給了我很都的意見
有很要好的朋友, 好姊妹
有不太熟的朋友 也有談的來的朋友
不過最後決定還是在我手上 而我也必需自己去找答案

星期五, 10月 24, 2008

好久好久沒回來這裡了 感覺很怪也不出上原因
不是很多人知道這個blog
所以啊 我可以很放心的說出我的心事呢

最近的我過的雖然不錯 不過心情不是很好
不知道是什ㄇ原因也不知道我到底是在煩惱些什ㄇ
感覺不管做什ㄇ都不是很順利
換句話說很糟就對了 也沒有什ㄇ話能形容我此刻的感受

昨天在回家的途中時 我想了很多很多
想著iv跟我說的話 和這五年裡我浪費了多少時間
那ㄇ久了都沒改變什ㄇ 應該是時候放棄了吧
放下我對他五年的感情了 放下我所為他付出的一切
也要忘了我所為你流過的淚 痛過的心
是時候該放了 真的~

或許對我來說很難 或許我'可能'做不到
又或許有很多的或許 我自己也不清楚
不過啊 說過我會嘗試我就會做到
就算是做不到 至少我有嘗試過啊 而且我也盡力了
為我自己鼓勵一下吧~

P/S: 要是我開始放棄了 我就會再回來PO~

星期四, 4月 17, 2008

Life wasn't that easy as what i used to think... I'm really feeling tired now...
Why do ppl have to work and to please bosses & ppl around? Why can't she/he just to their work is enough?
Why life will be like hell if bosses don't really like u? Just becos u're bosses & what u said is final by not thinking how will the ppl feel or look...

Life is always so unfair... I'm not referring to anyone around me by saying all this just feeling unfair....
Also don't understanding why human can't dote each and everyone of them?! Or just treat each & everyone of them the same... Well maybe i will never understand all this as everyone around me will only say "yy, u're still young"... lolz....

So what if i'm young? Doesn't mean the things i went thru is less right? I started to at the age of 17 and i have been thru more then what my friends had... Times past fast, have been working for 5 yrs... Ya maybe i didn't go thru that much then my mum but those thing which will happen in work & office, i had went thru le & even drop my tears more then once.... haiz...

Everyone have their way of venting their unhappiness out, as for mine is to cry & singing KTV... To me, i think that was that easy way for me to forget those unhappiness ba?! But it don't seen useful to me everytime lah.... What to do? Thats life ba.... I think soo.....

Just wish to go for an holiday to relax myself so that i can have the energy to carry on with my work... Work is really stressful la... OMG~~~~ When then i can get the chance to go TW to relax myself again? Dec is really tooooo long le lah.... haiz...


~LIFE IN A DIFFERENT KEY~EVERYONE IS HOLDING A DIFFERENT KEY TOO~

星期一, 1月 07, 2008

我真的真的很累,不想再去想關於你的一切...
一切都已經不再重要了吧說什麼也沒有了...
娃娃我真的很想你哦~不要讓姐姐們等太久哦~
嗯嗯!加油吧奕雲!我可以的! 姐妹們也加油哦~

星期六, 7月 07, 2007

I found that my last update was bout half a yr ago lor... hahaa... Too busy till no time to update sia...

Quite busy this few months as i away to taiwan during Mar and was busy wid work too... Jus change job to Beukhen frm DBS Bank but i'm happy here den DSB la as everyone here knows me... heehee... Will update more bout my job when i'm free la as my mood wasnt that gd after e news of Ishi's is no longer around le... Plus me and dar have some pro which i nd to solve it out real soon... sianz....

Too busy le, too stress le and too sad le.... How am i goin to accept all this in one goal??? Who can tell me or teach on how to stop myself for being stress? sianz....

~SHLD UPDATE SOON~

星期四, 4月 12, 2007

WOW WOW WOW~~~ Damm long for not updating my blog le sia, miss those time updating sia... Well i have been busy for this few month wid lots of events and trip to tw too...

Jus got back frm tw not long ago and finally i been to tw le.. Thats cool la~~ Really loves tw till i dun wish to come sia... Get to meet lots of ppl like guan ding, ah long, jiajun, AZone, Kone & etc... Lifes there r really cool and fun as no matter how late is still early there sia...

After we r back frm tw e next things we r busy wid r event plus goin hotel to wait for jiajun, shiyi and ahjie as they're here for jolin's concert... This is also e 1st time i went out for lunch wid ahjie, all thx to jiajun for askin him along when he knws i like him de.... Quite shy at first as i dun really knw him but after he talks to me i realise he's a caring and nice guy to me... He serve me wid foods when we r having lunch and even keep my pics in he's wallet .. All this action make me love him more sia... hahaha..

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AbOu+ mE._
奕雲(Yy)
13日6月1986年
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我愛的._
家人.
好朋友.
唱歌.
台灣
旅行.
海邊和藍藍的天空.
錄色愛好著.

我的願望._
開心.
幸福.
家人要開心.
JuMpEr SkiRt.
Adidas Jacket(錄色).
再去台灣.
能看到以前的他.

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VoIcEs OuT


The guy who loves you
seldom praises you
but in his heart
you are the best
only he knows it.
The guy who loves you
only drop his tears in front of you
when you try to wipe his tears
you are touching his heart
the heart which beat for you.
The guy who loves you
will remember every word u said
even if its accidentally
and he will use the word
always at the nick of time.
~world of 奕雲>YY<~